DISSAPOINTED ; (

salam  buat lembaran pengakhiran tahun! sedih tol rasanya arini ..ase cm OWG ASING lak kart uma nenek sndri .. ps ni munk ta r ak na alek selayang da .. uad ak t'ase sndri jee .. pdhl k'dtg ak n mama pn bukan d'undang ! so .. uadpe ag na menagih2 dtg uma owg arn ? uma sndri der , baek stay uma sndri .. ag bagosh .. tade sape2 na mara lau kiter na uad ppe .. der fam pn ase cm tade fam jee .. its better i live alone ! without no one will hate us .. if i could , i wish i want to go far away that anybody couldnt find me .. it same goes to my fam .. i dun want them find me whr i am , how i am and wht happen too me .. i want to be alone ! i want to be myself ! i want to be someone that cant remember those things .. i want to forget them on my mind .. i want to threw them away , like i threw the paper on the dustbin .. i want to run , run far far and far away that no one can caught me ! i'm so sad .. no one in my fam treat me well .. they treat me like i'm nobody for them .. omg .. ! only Gods know how i feel rite now .. feel that i'm lost everything .. lost my frens , lost my fam , lost my special one and lost everything ... mood in sadness , darkest , loneliness ! YA ALLAH plish threw them away from my mind .. they are not my fam , they are just someone that i never knew it before .. plish threw them away !!! :'(